Bianca Bethanys Loyal Companion
I had to put my baby kitten Bianca who was just 5 months old to sleep yesterday. I cannot stop crying and I don't know what to do with myself now. I miss her so much and I feel I cannot do anything but think of her and cry. She was my friend and everything in my apartment reminds me of her. I couldn't even sleep in my bed last night because she would sleep next to me every night under the covers, purring. She was the happiest, sweetest kitten alive, who never once tried to bit, hiss, or growl ever. One day I noticed her acting different, and she was not playing and just laying around all day. I also noticed she had a slight head tremor. Some days she was good and others she would just lay around, looking so tired. On Saturday I took her to the vet because of her head tremors and she wan't using her litter box, and she ran some tests on her. Over the next 24 hours she wasn't walking right and wasn't eating, so I took her to the emergency vet. They said she was underweight and dehydrated and the head tremors, walking crocked and lathargy was a neurological problem, and they kept her overnight. I kept praying she would be alright, and they released her the next day. When she got home, she would not eat again and could barely walk, and then her eyes would not focus. She woud get out of her bed, then sit because she could not walk. I called the adoption agency where I got her and we all decided she should be put down. She was buried with the other cats who have passed on the adoption farm that I got her from. I know she is in a better place with no pain, but I am hurting so bad and I keep thinking she is still here and will come around the corner and purr in my arms. The vets all think she had FIP, and I just don't understand why this happened to such a wonderful baby. I am trying to find reasons and I don't know what to do with myself. I miss her so much.
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